Kiss the ring?
In North America, we somehow seem to have programmed ourselves to have our “default” set to following along. If someone’s in the public eye, so many of us feel we must have what they have, do as they do, be as they are. At least until they mess up, and we begin to tear them down.
Do you really believe you must be as someone else is to feel worthy? Are you really sure that we should all be programmed to want similar things? Do you need to see another fail to feel validated?
Give yourself some time to truly get to know yourself. You may be surprised at what you find.
You can’t get your life to where you want it to go if you’re chasing someone else’s dream without even thinking about it.